"Is the thoughts necessary?" is what I've been asking myself nowadays.
Trying not to think bout it, but avoiding isn't the solution; overcoming is.
Times and times again I tried. Times and times again, I failed.
Only know I'm just not suppose to be going through what a 21 years old should be going through.
Well, This is definitely not a irresponsible statement I'm trying to make. Just felt that I've too much to take, too much to handle.
And I know exactly one wrong move and there's no turning back. I want no more mistakes, no more regrets. But No one can vouch for that and that's why I landed myself in such a miserable state.
What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger is probably the only thing that can pull me through all these now.
February 8, 2012
February 6, 2012
The value of it.
I used to be annoyed whenever I demanded him to say "I love you" in the past, and he'll never say it.
In fact, he had only used these 3 words merely a few times when we were together?
I wondered why, and even having the silly thought that maybe he dont, at all.
And then, I finally went ahead and asked. I asked; "why is it so difficult to say it?"
But Only till recently, then I truly understand what he meant.
He answered; "为你做了那么多, 你感受不到的话, 那屈屈三个字, 又有什么用?", he followed, "and, it will loses the meaning if I always say it, understand?"
Now I do, but, do you?
Girls, remember. The feelings he gave, the actions he shows, is always and definitely more important than the words he said.
In fact, he had only used these 3 words merely a few times when we were together?
I wondered why, and even having the silly thought that maybe he dont, at all.
And then, I finally went ahead and asked. I asked; "why is it so difficult to say it?"
But Only till recently, then I truly understand what he meant.
He answered; "为你做了那么多, 你感受不到的话, 那屈屈三个字, 又有什么用?", he followed, "and, it will loses the meaning if I always say it, understand?"
Now I do, but, do you?
Girls, remember. The feelings he gave, the actions he shows, is always and definitely more important than the words he said.
February 1, 2012
Second time; shame on me.
I used to have everything I want.
I used to have everything I need.
I used to have laughters wherever I go.
I used to be troubled-free.
I used to have it all.
(and maybe, I used to take things for granted.)
But now, memories is all that I've left.
Embracing what is left, is probably the
most optimistic way things should go.
But then again, only through what had happened allows me to cherish my family and friends; true friends even more.
Knowing they never left my side is the greatest comfort I can ever get.
Only till date it makes me realizes, 我还是很幸运, 很幸福的 :')
I used to have everything I need.
I used to have laughters wherever I go.
I used to be troubled-free.
I used to have it all.
(and maybe, I used to take things for granted.)
But now, memories is all that I've left.
Embracing what is left, is probably the
most optimistic way things should go.
But then again, only through what had happened allows me to cherish my family and friends; true friends even more.
Knowing they never left my side is the greatest comfort I can ever get.
Only till date it makes me realizes, 我还是很幸运, 很幸福的 :')
January 31, 2012
January 29, 2012
December 3, 2011
The best way to achieve happiness is to not care about other's opinion about you.
Not trying to be an ostrich, to just bury my head into sands and avoid/ignore everything.
Not too sure bout other people, but realized that actually other people's comment isn't necessarily important. What matters most is, what YOU think.
It's mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesnt matter.
Read this article bout "attitude". The importance of it.
ATTITUDE is more important than facts.
It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success, than what other people say or think or do.
It is more important than appearance, than giftedness or skills.
We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
Life is 10% of what happened to us and 90% of how we react to it.
We have a choice - everyday - regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
Guess this is finally something more "positive" you have seen/heard from me till date. :/ I'm trying my very best to attain this. And definitely, hoping i can do it. :)
Just started work, gonna start to get real busy. But still, I'm gonna bear this in mind; Attitude.
Not too sure bout other people, but realized that actually other people's comment isn't necessarily important. What matters most is, what YOU think.
It's mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesnt matter.
Read this article bout "attitude". The importance of it.
ATTITUDE is more important than facts.
It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success, than what other people say or think or do.
It is more important than appearance, than giftedness or skills.
We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.
Life is 10% of what happened to us and 90% of how we react to it.
We have a choice - everyday - regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
Guess this is finally something more "positive" you have seen/heard from me till date. :/ I'm trying my very best to attain this. And definitely, hoping i can do it. :)
Just started work, gonna start to get real busy. But still, I'm gonna bear this in mind; Attitude.
November 28, 2011
Singtel Sundown Festival 2011
Just 2 days ago, worked again with Alison:) for a concert held at Singapore Flyers.
work's pretty slack as usual. :) Its more like catching up session than working. plus, we get to watch the concert and hang out with the celeb at the backstage! :))
same attire as the M tech event. LOL.
I was fascinated by the weather; half cloudy half gloomy.
And the rest of them were like, "whats so fascinating about this? You never see before meh?"
hehehe, yeah, thats me. getting fascinated by minor stuff. :x
bad bad weather, raining almost everyday. monsoon season huh? :/
Vivid, teen top, zhang yun jing, hebe and show!
Frankly speaking, I only know whose hebe and luo zhi xiang. LOL. the rest, I think if I was to bump onto them on the streets, I wouldnt even know who they are. :x HEH!
night view. :)
theres like a mini food fare also!
serving all Korean, Jap and Taiwan delights! *nom nom nom*fat die me*
I'll certainly miss working with Alison! ;))
One day, I'll get used to it.
Ok, officially leaving the events industry for good! (I hope)
If nothing goes wrong, I should be starting work real soon!
tgt with my 10 years bestie! :)
Need another change in life; a better turn. Had been anticipating for it to happen. :) Just hoping there wont be any disputes at work that will affect the friendship! :)
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Wisdom is learning to let go when you want to hang on.
Courage is learning to hang on when you want to let go.
If that's so, I guesss the ratio of my widsom : courage, would be 2 : 8.
Didnt know I am that courageous, till now.
Shokubutsu Contest 2011
19.11.11
Have you missed the Shokubutsu Finals at Bugis? :P
heheh, it was my FIRST time standing in the crowd, supporting and cheering for someone in a contest. It really feels different from participating in one.
In the past, I rmb, staying at the backstage, waiting for the contest to start was really nervous, and time passed really fast.
And now having the experience of being an audience make me realized, they have to stand outside for 4-5 hours just to catch a glimpse, really tough eh? hahaha. :X and fearing you might lose your "space" in the crowd once you go for toilet breaks etc? Really sucks. :/
Nevertheless, I do enjoy myself, met alot of friends and photographers too! heh! ;) All teasing me asking why didn I join? :XX
and of course, Im down for my dearest; Manli:)
Finally get a chance to see her in person; Hayley. hahah :)
bumped into, joseph.
and Kenny accompanied me! :)
crowd.
stage.
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ANOTHER THING!! CONTEST WLL NEVER START ON TIME. lol!
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luckily, Man li is contestant no. 3! Q&A time!
"Fashion show"
so sweeet! this is so man li! hahaha, you can always associate her with blue. :p
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while the judges were tabulating the results for semi finals,
I saw Jiaxi! and Shauna!
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Of course, she got into top 10! ;))
and they were required to perform a talent :) she can play really well btw ;) and I "teased" her for not playing 1 for me on my 21st! :XX
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having said that,
TADA! 1st runner up! SHO DARN HAPPY FOR HER!! :D almost teared when the emcee announced okayyy!! :')
Once again, congrats on the title. I know you can do it! ;)
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Dinner with Cherleen, Alison and Fiona afterthat.
Our first outing! hahaha, feels kinda not used to it, cos normally we will only have dinner before/after work! :X
I only like the tart without the fruit. :/
decided to head to a pub at Ann Siang hill to chill.
*ok, complain starts*if you wanna know which pub it is, I'll always be MORE THAN WILLING to share it with you, just email me;)*
TMD, I TELL YOU, their service is FUCKING BAD. sorry I have to swear, but seriously. IF I HAVE A CHOICE TO, I AM NOT GONNA FUCKING STEP INSIDE AGAIN.
AND IM NOT TRYING TO BE RACIST HERE, well, not gonna "Describe" the race, I believe you can judge and critic on your own. believe they arent popular around too! =.=
SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYYY, DISGRACE TO HAVE YOU AROUND. NO WONDER YOU PEOPLE CANNOT MAKE IT BIG NOT MATTER WHERE YOU ARE, WHERE YOU GO. ATTITUDE IS DAMN BAD.
SHE NEEDS TO TAKE LIKE 5 MINS TO OPEN A CHAMPAGNE BOTTLE?!?!!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!??!?!?!?! IS LIKE, I EVEN HAD A CHANCE TO SNAP A PICTURE OF YOU?!?!?! WHAT KINDA WAITRESS ARE YOU?! WORKING IN A PUB AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO OPEN A CHAMPAGNE?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO POUR BEER NOW?!? SERIOUSLY. _|_
AND SERIOUSLY LAH HUH, IM NOT KICKING A BIG FUSS COS SHE DK HOW TO OPEN ONE, IM JUST NOT SATISFIED WITH THEIR ATTITUDE.
A.T.T.I.U.D.E.
DONT YOU KNOW ITS IMPORTANT ESPECIALLY IN THE SERVICE LINE?!?!? GODDDDD.
and I dont understand why my friend can TOLERATE this. I swear if I was with other people, I'd have just stomped out of the pub STRAIGHT AWAY. ZZzZZzzZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZz
I DONT FUCKING NEED YOU TO TEACH ME HOW TO DRINK ALCOHOL, HOW TO DO MY MIXER. CAN YOU PPL EVEN DRINK IN THE FIRST PLACE?!
JUST LIKE I DONT FUCKING NEED TO TEACH YOU HOW TO WEAR YOUR BRA AND PANTIES RIGHT?!?!?!?! _|_
ok, Im done:) sorry uh! I aint that bitchy sort to begin with. They are just horrible. thats all. :)
November 25, 2011
Artica's festive season promotion packages!
As you can see from the title of the blog post ;) Artica is having promotion packages again!
Highlights of the promotion
-Enjoy 10% off for hair cut with these packages
-Promotion starts on 24th Nov till 25th December
-First 36 customers to take up these packages will receive a bottle of Crystal Repair Serum worth $18
So thoughtful of them to even come up with "cartoon pictures" to allow better understanding of their promotions;)
and the bottle of free serum;) First come First serve basis!
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Want a new look to celebrate xmas with your loved ones?
Hurry! and make your appointment today!
Call for your enquiries/appointment at 68362891; they are located at Far east plaza #04-82!
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